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Today's Tuesday! Tuesdays are always good because the next day is Wednesday and Wednesday's like the middle of the week/late day!

Haha, but yeah. Woke up at 5am thinking it was already 6am but then I checked the clock so I was like "Yay, I get to sleep more!" and slept until 6:30am. Slowly got ready...like really slow. Haha, I was still sleepy even though I slept early! Gave my daily goodmorning call to my boyfriend but the connection was being retarded. I didn't get to say bye bye so I just texted him on the way to school...

Omigosh I was sooo late in leaving the house today because I kept forgetting stuff inside my house. But I still got to school at like 7:39am, parked next to Karen and walked with her to Pharm Clerk..

We got our grades for Pharm Clerk! Wagner changed my grade to an A :) Then she just talked about the chapter we were reading about the whole time. I wasn't really listening because I was starting my homework, haha. But, oh gosh, for the second time in a row we talked about something sexual...

Viagra. May I say more? Haha.

But yeah just a really random period, I only finished one page of the homework though :(

2nd period Svenneby's TA, graded late work and recorded a lot of stuff. Wasn't too eventful.

Pre Calculus, bought some cookies from the same asian guy as yesterday, haha. They were delicious. But yeah, the first half of the period Gordon answered homework questions...I had some because I did my homework last night :) Yay! But yeah then it was just lecture lecture lecture...no homework tonight!

Snack I turned in my green paper to meet with my counselour and headed to Henry's classroom. Haha, I bought like two things from Laura...I think it was 100 calorie Doritos and a Rise Krispy. Haha, I'm a fatty. Then I think I was talking about Tetris, hahaha.

Civics, we went to the computer lab! Haha, I got in trouble because I was playing Solitaire when we were supposed to be researching for our Bill thing. Well, I already researched my stuff so that's why I was playing! And I was waiting for Roberts to give back our outline too...but SOMEBODY forgot to turn it in and he had it the whole time. Haha, just kidding Westley. Speaking of Westley, he kept saying "Don't trippp" and I'm like, "No, Westley." Then me and Sarah made fun of him most of the period. Oh, and I drew Sarah a cow! Super Cow to be exact. Haha.

English, we voted for the 'Bests' for the senior class. Then Baca lectured about how to take notes because, apparently, we don't know how to take them. And then we took notes on the Celts...pronounced "Kelts" according to him, haha. I brought a pen today! I was very proud of myself :)

Lunch I heated up my Hot Pocket and headed to Christian Club with Grace..

When I got there, Ana asked us to introduce ourselves again. Then she asked if we could share our blessings. Everyone's so quiet! But yeah Ana gave us some encouragement...

Though I heard this message before, it was nice hearing it again. She told us to evaluate our walks with God and to contemplate what kind of Christian we are...are we a Sunday Christian? A seasonal Christian? Or one who practices Christianity everyday?

I for one, try my best to practice my religion in everyday life. I was born and raised a Christian and taught to love your neigbor as yourself...to want to give rather then receive. To be kind and humble, in other words.

Recently, however, I've turned my back on God. When all those tough times hit me I would be like "I'm a good person right? I try to be a good daughter, sister, friend and girlfriend but it seems like God is trying to punish me" And that's when God started to gradually fade away again. I would shun the world and let myself cry and not let anyone invade my personal bubble. My heart throbbed badly and I just needed God back in my life again.

What I realize now is instead of hating God for the obstacles he's bestowed on me, I should be counting my blessings. Remembering those good memories from summer and to just know that I have a lot of people who love me and will always be there for me. I was blind but now I can see. I was lost and now I'm found. Gradually, I'm finding myself being my old self again. I'm laughing so much more and I'm finally finding the strength to go on with the struggle and ultimately to overcome the hardship. I know that, through God, everything is going to be better in the end, that my life is only beginning. I'm still learning. I love God, and I feel I should appreciate him more because he deserves so much more then what we give him. That's why I want to be an everyday Christian.

But yeah, then I went home, changed, and headed to Cerritos College!

We had a Home game against Warren. I got there at exactly 2pm and Henry was like "Heather, where were you?" And I kinda gave my puppy dog face and said "I had to go home..." Then he was like "Okay." Hahaha and then Raven was like "I soooo would have gotten yelled at if I were you..." And yeah, I just rallyed with Karen until the game started...

We did great! 14-4 I think? But yeah, we just cheered for the girls. I swear, we went to the bathroom like 10947901384098 times, haha. It was pretty random too, we talked about Twilight, phones, tampons, and more. Haha! But yeah, MY Kelly was like saying "So I read your blog...you write every single detail of your day" :) Yup, put that in too Kelly<3

After I dropped off Destiny and Lisa and then headed home. Then I changed and at 6pm biked to Destiny's house! Haha, it was fun, but Destiny had to go somewhere so she couldn't bike with me. It was okay though, I biked for about 40min :)

Now I'm home and starving! Haha, tomorrow again cuties!